Yesterday, with ego bruised from my failed technical
experiments with walnut ink and stamping, I spent some time away from the
studio and instead worked in the kitchen.
I was making one of Barefoot Contessa’s recipes for baked chocolate
pudding. It called for some fresh
vanilla bean. As I peeled away the seeds
and pulp of the bean I was put in touch with the magickal allure of the Goddess
Gaia. It was over a decade ago that I discovered
Goddess Spirituality. Over a short time,
I came to realize the power that the divinely feminine goddesses would have on
my life. For nearly a decade I wrote a column for “Sage Woman,” magazine and
this column was a vessel at the time for my spirituality, now that shift has
moved more towards the garden, artmaking and writing books and articles. I mention the garden because I see and
experience the Goddess and goddesses in nature most prominently. When I hold and smell any of my favorite
herbs I am immediately put in touch with earth goddesses and earth elementals.
My work as a magickal herbalist is deeply spiritual and tied to the divinely
feminine faith I hold dear. Some herbs
are great facilitators for the journey into the spirit realms. I will get into many of those later but for
now I want to pay homage to vanilla--an expensive herb to purchase in bulk but
well worth it because of its intensity, scenting, flavoring and staying power.
I actually use vanilla beans more in my botanical blends, particularly the winter
and spring potpourris, than in cooking, though when I find a recipe that calls
for it in my kitchen I am happy to use it. Vanilla is musky and deep yet it is a
sweet-smelling herb as well. It has a nice balance of yin and yang as well as
male female energy. Its appearance is
phallic and it holds countless seeds, suggesting fertility; yielding promise. Deeply earthy, transcendent burnt umber in
color, this is not only a great herb for putting one in touch with Gaia, the
earth goddesses and elementals, but the earth gods as well. This ATC featured
today is the usual 2 ½ by 3 ½ inch foundation, on which I’ve created a tribute
of earth goddess Gaia with a focus on her ability to inspire and sustain
creativity using collage. After working
the vanilla, with the recipe, which came out fabulously, I returned to my
studio for several sessions of work with the walnut ink and stamps. This time I had much more success with the
new materials partially because of experimentation with both mediums. The other
element that really helped was the fact that I make contact with my beliefs and
spirituality—all through the little seed vessel, we call vanilla.
Gran Bwa is a lwa that helps you connect to ancestral roots or the spiritual home of Vodou. A friend of mine, who is an expert on Haitian Vodou, who has spent a lot of time in Haiti with the artists there, told me I had painted Gran Bwa when I made this spontaneous work out of walnut ink and sumi-ink on handmade paper. I had considered this painting a self-portrait. She now holds this piece in her private collection: Quite a few people are afraid of Vodou but it is an awe-inspiring tradition of bringing together plant energy with divinity, spiritual and personal energy. My friend who is very involved with Vodou, especially the art that surrounds it, is from European ancestry. She is light in spirit and bubbly, with a close relationship to nature and her garden. Vodou affirms the relationships between cycles of life, trees of knowledge and spirit. The Vodou vision of lwa , understands them as the intelligence of energy present in humans, nature and thoughts. ...
Your work is so beautiful... found you via CED and i'm so glad i did. I'll be back.
ReplyDeleteHAPPY NEW YEAR Stephanie! xoxo
Pauline:
ReplyDeleteThanks so much! Just taking a little break from my studio right now, have been continuing my 2 editions of ATCs. Will check out your blog as well! Loving the notion of CED (Creative Every Day) so far.